Here I am again trusting and trusting and waiting and waiting. It seems like I make it so hard on myself to TRUST that God has it all under control. Then again it would be easier had I clung to a scripture verse and prayed about it everyday. I am at the point of my life again being broken. I moved out of state about 3 months ago to follow what I felt like was God's perfect plan. All to unfold to everything not going what I expected it to be. I am trying to run a non-profit. I haven't made $$$$ since the end of Feb. I want to go shopping so bad and buy new clothes, get a pedicure, or even go on an exotic trip.
In the midst of waiting on God to prosper the non-profit and waiting on Him to continue to sustain me---it comes down to PURE TRUST in Him. COMPLETE UTTERMOST reliance on Him and His sufficiency. Oh how often in the past did I never trust in Him. How often did I just move life along in my own way and on my terms? Pretty much always. God's GRACE has been so precious and so refreshing over the past three months. God has continually reminded me to just let go and TRUST Him. Yes, I do indeed need to do my part. But the BEAUTY of it all is God is here. He is for me, on my side, and so excited that I am learning to let Him have the full reign.
No matter where you are in life, learning to trust in Christ is hard. This is a patience thing, it is a GRACE thing, it is a LIFE thing. It is a GOOD thing and I am excited to be growing, I am excited to be in a deeper walk with my precious God.
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